Following on the déjà vu mentioned in the Paper Dolls
post, I came across a dream journal entry from January 2005 which was used in my Immersion
Here are a few of the little paintings made to illustrate the dream.
...and an excerpt from the entry:
'In my dream last night I spontaneously jumped into the deep water, the sun was out and I felt excited. Suddenly, the sky darkened with clouds and I was quickly consumed by roaring waves. I was lost at sea. I screamed for him to help me, but my voice was only a whisper amidst the roar of the sky and waves. I feel helpless and need salvation…'
'...What’s so romantic about loneliness and melancholy? Slip Sliding Away plays in the background as my baby cries in her crib. I haven’t left the house since Thursday.
The isolation is taking over, surrounding me like the Mediterranean. Not the turquoise one in postcards, but the deep, swallowing one of my dream.'
While sorting through my files, I also stumbled upon these two packets of bodies:
On the left is a pile of doll limbs I painstakingly created but never made use of in 1994.
On the right is a stack of yoga postures created for the work I was making around 2000.
Old dog, new tricks. Back to the drawing board...